Insanity

Yes week 5 has been insane. Well I guess it started at the end of week 4 when Landon started sleeping less and less at night. Lets just say a 2 hour stretch would be a dream right about now. I am currently averaging about 3-4 hours of sleep a night and I just don't know how much longer I can do it. Apparently at week 5 babies go through a mental growth spurt because they are becoming more aware of their surroundings and learning new skills. I remember week 6 being hard with Austin because that is a big physical growth spurt, but this mental growth spurt stuff is new to me. I want my happy sleeping baby back. I know I shouldn't wish the days away, but I look forward to him getting more of a routine and sleeping in his crib so I can get a few hours to myself at night. I promise I will be a better mom for it. For now I guess I will be walking around dressed as a zombie this Halloween.